pretty bad...
so i know i haven't written in here in forever, and it's pretty lame that i'm writing here only because i feel i must put my thoughts down about a boy...
no not a boy from around here that i met in india...a boy that i met over there in the states, still is in the states, and somehow we keep missing each other cause when i'm in the states, he's not, and when he's in the states.. i'm not.
the same boy...over and over again...what is wrong with me...every time i come in contact with him i realize that i like him more than a friend, and every time that happens i keep trying to tell myself that i shouldn't like him ...that he should remain a friend...and to keep it that way i try not to keep too close to him cuase otherwise i know i'd be a goner..and then when i think enough time has passed by, we'll start talking again...and i'll think at first that i'm fine...but then we'll keep talking...and i'll start to realize that i like him again.
how many times will this keep happening...????
is there no way to avoid how i feel?
no not a boy from around here that i met in india...a boy that i met over there in the states, still is in the states, and somehow we keep missing each other cause when i'm in the states, he's not, and when he's in the states.. i'm not.
the same boy...over and over again...what is wrong with me...every time i come in contact with him i realize that i like him more than a friend, and every time that happens i keep trying to tell myself that i shouldn't like him ...that he should remain a friend...and to keep it that way i try not to keep too close to him cuase otherwise i know i'd be a goner..and then when i think enough time has passed by, we'll start talking again...and i'll think at first that i'm fine...but then we'll keep talking...and i'll start to realize that i like him again.
how many times will this keep happening...????
is there no way to avoid how i feel?