heartbeat (instrumental) - kal ho na ho

[anti_ignoramus]

i've been sad all day yesterday and woke up unhappy today but i can't really pin poin why....and it's not one of those unhappy phases where you get angry at everything...it's just that i look around me and think that i won't be seeing this, feeling, hearing, touching any of these things for a long time.....i'm going to a country i haven't been to

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[khush248]

yes... life will be very different... and you will have to adapt to the ppl around u and no, u may not talk to some ppl again for a long time, or even it may be the last time you see or talk to certain ppl ever. And that will be hard, and sometimes, it may be too painful to bear, but remember... those that truly care and truly are friends and want to see and hear from u again will make sure to wait it out. Life may be tough for a while but things will always start to look up. every rain cloud has a silver lining. You may not want to be out of the U.S. and you may get homesick but you're working towards your dreams, and although it's not the primary path you would like to take, any way in which you can reach your ultimate goal is worth it. If i'm ever in India, i'm gonna try to come visit u.
idk when that'll be possible bc my parents wanted to go this christmas but i have less than 3 weeks off and they always wanna go for at least 3 weeks (which i can't do) but they may try again in the future. Summers are outta the question bc it gets so hot and we get sick very easily. just remember to boil ur water b4 u drink it (at least that's what we do) and careful when you eat food from street vendors. It may be tough for me to e-mail and write back right away but I will make time for it, I will find a way to keep in touch no matter what. :) i'm so glad ur going for what you want and as scared as you may be, it'll be worth it!