pull me out of the Aircrash
i've managed to place my savage soul back on a manic sense of structure again. Thanksgiving was nothing short of an unpleasant tragedy, and that is all i'm going to say about it. In short, i ballooned up to 104 from my own foolishness. Shortly before that i had reached my STGW of 99 lbs and *SNAP* the biological promptings of survival obliterated any rational thought in my mind, and i ate to "keep-my-metabolism-stable-so-that-i-would-still-be-able-to-digest-all-of-that-thanksgiving-food-without-converting-it-straight-to-fat". And oh how successful THAT strategy was! 0_0
Buuuuuuuut...
All is right with the world now because i've only eaten 2 apples today and purged away the birthday dinner for mom at Olive Garden (i ordered the Linguine alla Marinara which is only about 280 calories, but i disposed of it nonetheless). The boy called me and told me he misses me and bought me a gift, which multiplies all the more stability to life now.
i would really enjoy having a buddy to chat with on AIM for support, and i of course can give back the same. If anyone wishes to IM me, please do so < KaustiCsurprise >. i am a very accepting person, so don't be shy : )
Buuuuuuuut...
All is right with the world now because i've only eaten 2 apples today and purged away the birthday dinner for mom at Olive Garden (i ordered the Linguine alla Marinara which is only about 280 calories, but i disposed of it nonetheless). The boy called me and told me he misses me and bought me a gift, which multiplies all the more stability to life now.
i would really enjoy having a buddy to chat with on AIM for support, and i of course can give back the same. If anyone wishes to IM me, please do so < KaustiCsurprise >. i am a very accepting person, so don't be shy : )