Tomorrow is now and it's too soon.

Jun 13, 2007 00:06

I'm not ready for tomorrow in so many ways.

I'm not ready for class.
I'm not ready for the talk with Quinn I've been putting off.
I'm not ready for an appointment.
I'm not ready for it to be the last school day with the seniors.
I'm not ready at all.

Seriously, during Play Pro today I cried and hurt so much.
I honestly can't believe that portion of that part of my life is over.
Walking into seventh period on Thursday and having such amazing people just....gone. It's going to be so weird.
So hard.

I don't know what I'm going to do next year.
Because I'll have the doubly hard last day - knowing I'm leaving, and knowing others are left behind.
It makes me start crying just thinking about it.

I just have to hope I'll make it through the days to  come.

(In other news, I have MSN. aims_to_misbehave@hotmail.com. Hit me up.)
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