Well hello there Sara. This is Brandon, remember me? I'm sure you do. Don't ask how I found this journal, as it is a very long story full of fork weilding badgers and vampiric sponges, but just know it wasn't because I was "Searching" for you. I'm not exactly sure as to WHY I'm leaving you a messege, but perhaps it's because a good two years of my life were wasted on you, and I'd rather not continue hating you. I mean I don't hate you. Not that you'll read this, but here's what's gone on in my world, in case you've been curious (and I'm sure you haven't).
Following the depression of our breakup, I went through many changes. I'll admit right now that I stalked you for a good bit (not physically, don't worry I didn't follow you home or anything, it was all phone stalking) and it sickens me. It was our huge Livejournal fight that really made me get over you. For a while, Brian would come up to me at school and tell me to stop, even though I had already stopped a while ago...which made me wonder what you were telling him. Knowing you, anything to get his attention.
After you, I sort of layed low for a long time, working with my Band and all. I met a girl named Michelle, dated her for a while, then realized that she sucked and dumped her. I then met a girl named Tiffany at a party. Yeah, me at a party, weird huh?
Tiffany is at the moment, 20 and in college. That didn't stop us from dating. We lasted a good four months or so, and then we broke up due to a fist fight between me and her ex boyfriend. Tif and I still talk, we are friends. This is proof that I'm not a complete asshat.
I dated Leah again too. Currently, there is some ramance between Leah and I again. I'm in love with her and her with me, things are good. Cheryl and I no longer talk, her psychotic boyfriend drove to my house at one o'clock in the morning wanting to fight me. I nearly hit him with a bat. No lie, it was insane.
I was homeless for about 4 months. Lived in and out of friends houses. I spent most of my time at Tim's house, and I still do. Greg and I still keep in touch, but we rarely see each other. Amanda and I no longer talk. Panda started drinking (you know how I am about that) and started flashing guys for money. It made me sick to my stomach.
I've since met a new crowd of friends, Julien, Savage, Kuga, Chris, Beth, etc. These people are my best friends in the world and I'm thankful for them.
Laura and I had a weird...very weird...thing. I developed a crush on her, and one day while hanging out she decided to hold my hand. It was all her. I was pretty ticked off over the whole thing, we faught, and now we barely talk, though we aren't mad at each other anymore.
I still don't drive. I had a motorcycle for a little bit, but I nearly killed myself on it so I gave it up. I really don't NEED to drive, Tim and Julien give me any ride I need.
I dropped out of highschool. It's sort of Ironic too, I dropped out the year I finally passed Algebra. I'm getting my GED soon, and I'm not worried about my future one bit.
Jake and I are still freinds, but we no longer jam together. I'm now in like 5 bands, one with Julien, one with Trevor, one with Scott, etc. I've been making some Industrial Metal stuff Lately under the name "Closed Wide Open". Good stuff, been recording CD's too at my neigbors plays.
Jobs...heh. I have had two jobs, one was construction. That one was great pay, 12 bucks an hour on long shifts. The other was...well...that's confidential. Lets just say I did some things I'm not proud of.
I'm smoking ciggaretes now, even drinking a little.
I've started taking my art seriously, and I'm waiting for word on one of my comic books from Slave Labor Graphics. Hopefully it'll turn out good.
Since you, I found God. Started the whole Christianity thing again, realized that is's absurd, practiced Taoism, and got lazy. Now I'm pretty much 100 percent athiest.
Tim has a job at the Mall, Wolf Camera, he's since won 3 awards for his photography. -------
Anyway, I sincerely hope any bad blood between us dissipates. I hope you're living a good life, and I'm sure you are. Hope you and Brian are doing well, and all in all I hope you're happy. Good luck, have a good summer, and have a better senior year!
Following the depression of our breakup, I went through many changes. I'll admit right now that I stalked you for a good bit (not physically, don't worry I didn't follow you home or anything, it was all phone stalking) and it sickens me. It was our huge Livejournal fight that really made me get over you. For a while, Brian would come up to me at school and tell me to stop, even though I had already stopped a while ago...which made me wonder what you were telling him. Knowing you, anything to get his attention.
After you, I sort of layed low for a long time, working with my Band and all. I met a girl named Michelle, dated her for a while, then realized that she sucked and dumped her. I then met a girl named Tiffany at a party. Yeah, me at a party, weird huh?
Tiffany is at the moment, 20 and in college. That didn't stop us from dating. We lasted a good four months or so, and then we broke up due to a fist fight between me and her ex boyfriend. Tif and I still talk, we are friends. This is proof that I'm not a complete asshat.
I dated Leah again too. Currently, there is some ramance between Leah and I again. I'm in love with her and her with me, things are good. Cheryl and I no longer talk, her psychotic boyfriend drove to my house at one o'clock in the morning wanting to fight me. I nearly hit him with a bat. No lie, it was insane.
I was homeless for about 4 months. Lived in and out of friends houses. I spent most of my time at Tim's house, and I still do. Greg and I still keep in touch, but we rarely see each other. Amanda and I no longer talk. Panda started drinking (you know how I am about that) and started flashing guys for money. It made me sick to my stomach.
I've since met a new crowd of friends, Julien, Savage, Kuga, Chris, Beth, etc. These people are my best friends in the world and I'm thankful for them.
Laura and I had a weird...very weird...thing. I developed a crush on her, and one day while hanging out she decided to hold my hand. It was all her. I was pretty ticked off over the whole thing, we faught, and now we barely talk, though we aren't mad at each other anymore.
I still don't drive. I had a motorcycle for a little bit, but I nearly killed myself on it so I gave it up. I really don't NEED to drive, Tim and Julien give me any ride I need.
I dropped out of highschool. It's sort of Ironic too, I dropped out the year I finally passed Algebra. I'm getting my GED soon, and I'm not worried about my future one bit.
Jake and I are still freinds, but we no longer jam together. I'm now in like 5 bands, one with Julien, one with Trevor, one with Scott, etc. I've been making some Industrial Metal stuff Lately under the name "Closed Wide Open". Good stuff, been recording CD's too at my neigbors plays.
Jobs...heh. I have had two jobs, one was construction. That one was great pay, 12 bucks an hour on long shifts. The other was...well...that's confidential. Lets just say I did some things I'm not proud of.
I'm smoking ciggaretes now, even drinking a little.
I've started taking my art seriously, and I'm waiting for word on one of my comic books from Slave Labor Graphics. Hopefully it'll turn out good.
Since you, I found God. Started the whole Christianity thing again, realized that is's absurd, practiced Taoism, and got lazy. Now I'm pretty much 100 percent athiest.
Tim has a job at the Mall, Wolf Camera, he's since won 3 awards for his photography.
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Anyway, I sincerely hope any bad blood between us dissipates. I hope you're living a good life, and I'm sure you are. Hope you and Brian are doing well, and all in all I hope you're happy. Good luck, have a good summer, and have a better senior year!
~Brandon
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