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Dec 08, 2004 20:08

So I've realized I'm starting to get sick of defending myself to others. To friends I would on occasion 'clarify' as a courtesy, as I didn't want them to think harm was meant when it wasn't. If they didn't know, how could they truly appreciate it when I do unleash my gates of harm and let the streets fill with my wrath of well timed one-liners and spouts of random retardation? It's not fair to poke animals behind bars and it's not fair to leave words without a resting place.
But as of late, this 'misunderstanding' has grown tiresome. To quote Simply Red, as those who know me know that I do constantly, "If you don't know me by now...". I miss those who do know me, to who I could say absolutely anything and have it not had it held against me. To those who would not blink if I were to point a gun at them and fire as they knew I only carried blanks. It's been kind of deflating to now have to keep showing everyone the contents of my chamber. It's hard to feel at home when you have to use a coaster and ask to put your feet on the coffee table. So at a risk to the faithless, let the russian-roulette begin. Come to your own conclusions. Worst case scenario, it'll at least be entertaining to find out who you think I am. Much like a wrestler, I get paid just as much to be a 'heal' as I do to be a 'face'.

Are you eying that steel chair in the corner?
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