I am awesome!
I now have a brand new bed and dresser, courtesy of Ikea and put together by moi. My room is a lot smaller now that there's a full bed in it so I can't exercise in here anymore, but that's fine. Now I have lots of space to roll around in and if the dog decides he wants to snuggle I won't be so cramped. Yay. The thing I don't understand about thier beds though....why are they so low????
I'll have to keep reminding myself how awesome I am, because I had to talk to my "friend" today and I didn't feel as if it went well. I think he really may be sorry that things changed but since it wasn't my doing....who cares? I must care, because every time I speak to him my self esteem takes a nosedive. It is very, VERY good that he was only a friend rather than a boyfriend but from the difficulties that I'm having with putting this behind me, it almost feels as if he was.
Time to go spread out across my bed.
I'll have to keep reminding myself how awesome I am, because I had to talk to my "friend" today and I didn't feel as if it went well. I think he really may be sorry that things changed but since it wasn't my doing....who cares? I must care, because every time I speak to him my self esteem takes a nosedive. It is very, VERY good that he was only a friend rather than a boyfriend but from the difficulties that I'm having with putting this behind me, it almost feels as if he was.
Time to go spread out across my bed.