Sep 29, 2008 21:58
Came back from my hometown yesterday after my Grandfather's funeral.
I dont know...I wasnt "satisfied" with the proceedings of it. The man left such a legacy, had such an impact in the local businesses and he was loved by everyone of us. It just felt like the funeral he got wasnt what he deserved. It may be an odd train of thought, but I wanted it to have been something to really commemorate him as the person he was.
After the church service we all stood outside. Family members embracing one another and hugging their special someone for solace. Naturally the one who I think of and miss the most wasnt there...couldnt help but feel completely horrible.
Feeling a bit better now though. Got to work this morning and my production manager gave me a card giving her condolences for my loss.
Really wished I could have seen my grandfather again before he died. My father however said that he prefers it that we remember him as he was; before he got ill.
For all the time in the world; there is never enough...