it is the almost fall.

Sep 04, 2008 03:35

quickly quietly into the night lets ride with solidity lets ride with longevity its just for us not anyone else no one needs to know be quiet! i told you its important to be quiet because its just for us there is no point in telling anyone else because they should have there own quiet thing, ideally they would be as invested in their own as we are in ours. its been a while old friend you have been a selfless companion.

settle down there are a lot of things that are not worth thinking about. control is yours, power is yours, this is the life, the "life" this is the only life, the infinite life the only infinite life. a lot of patterns and symbols, like a good painting should be. i miss you. but my priorities have changed. i no longer allow for that kind of self-destruction. its not important. enough of this emptiness, this sadness. i realize i am afraid of the camera, i am trying to change that.

will anything remember anything? does it matter? what matters? truth, love, family. in that order. thats how it happens the scientist jack told me. first truth, then love which comes from truth, then family which comes from love. unrestrained and unprecedented. it is still possible. it is possible. even now in these unromantic times, these cold hard technological times we fly high, or we can, we could, some do.

taking control is letting go. there is always a part of your consciousness that watches you. even when you are fucking wasted he or she is there watching you and laughing occansionaly but mostly saying, its ok really you are still here with me, here i am sitting way back here and i am calm because we are all still here, now.
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