Oct 09, 2005 12:19
as i become more enlightened i become more selff aware. and that leads to self-consciousness which can often lead to insecurity. but i guess that means that one form of enlightenment informs another. i am going to the museum today. i am going to go i swear. i could go tomorrow and procrastination is so tempting but i have to go today. procrastination is so tempting. aarrghh. ill do it tomorr?ow. yeah. why not? see? its a good idea because "why not?" thats the best reason i can think of. i already got dressed and put a cd in my cdplayer. i think about how many electronic devices i use and i say WOW thast a lot of electronic devices i use. think about when there were none. are any of the electronic devices i use essential? i think NOT! i guess not because people lived before there were electronic devices. right? yes. true. but i use so many. maybe? maybe i use less than most people, who are "most people"? because i think that MY i dea of "most people" is different from most peoples idea of "most people". good dialogues are good.
yeah ill go tomorrow. but you probably already knew that.