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last night i went out because of this reason and then i met the physical manifestation of the reason and then said i wouldnt let it go and then i left and then i went to a party and realized why i was still alive and the reason was staring me in the face and it have two big eyes that looked into mine and in that moment seemed so real and so true. but i dont know everything and like you said, ill never be able to get inside your head. ever. ill never know what its like to be you. maybe i dont want to. something wierd happened to me last night and i dont really know what to think because i really gave life a chance and it spat in my face. or maybe its just a hall of mirrors. i dunno but i am more found than i ever have been and i am more lost than i could possibly articulate. thanks to meaningful/less interactions with people that i love/hate. it really is a thin fucking line. but i am definetly happy about everything that happened to me last night because i wouldnt have it any other way. things happen for a reason and the most important people always come back to you. so ill give it time. try not to force any interactions and just
see
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happens.
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see
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