Nov 10, 2006 06:34
So, just to update you guys what is going on... so at first I was looking at the whole situation like I had done something wrong and that I need to be more CAREFUL what I write...but as the hours go by farther and farther i realize that I absolutly did nothing wrong..and the thought that a company could make me feel that way is obsurd.
I was thinking about not using this program anymore but this is what i like to do, why would i change my private life? I'm just really frustrated right now because the situation was handled so inappropriatly. I think it went through at least 3 or 4 people before it got to me.. and when IT DID get to me, there was only ONE THING, ONE THING, that would even be close to relavent to bring up. anything else is just hearsay, my opinions, and dare i say, just rubbish i type online to get my feelings out even if i dont mean it, and to feel like i have to defend what i said, nor not even that, but to even have to explain myself, explain my journal, is retarded. its one of those things that if you DID read my journal and want to know about it..come talk to me after work, when its my private life time.
I guess the biggest argument against me by some of you is this... well, you put it online, so its access to the public...true, very true, i completly agree with you... so is a diary when you leave it in your room. you know that someday somebody may see the diary..and open it up..but it is up the the individual to think...IS THIS RIGHT? is what im doing right? of course right and wrong have no place in corporate america.. im so silly and naive. but honestly only 4 of you read this..it is private..it may not have the strength i hoped for to keep people out..but it doesnt need that protection, what i write is harmless.
So where do you go when the people that get paid to help you at your job are the ones at fault. no one. You can't. You have mistrust...people now send you their direction and you have to say sorry. i cant..i cant use that department..
anyways, enough about work
so great news, i just joined Planet Granite!! it has rock climbing and YOGA!!! I just did Yoga with luke, it was such a hard workout, i was sweating so bad..and then from there i did some weights! and last i ran home, which is like 4 miles..and i run during lunch at work..so by the time i get to see you guys in washington I will weigh 130 pounds, i promise. 130...just like Aaron..call me Aaron . :)
man, it is already time for bed..thank God it is Friday.