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Im 21, I guess you can say ive officially started my life.... and quite frankly , ive never been so terrorfied. I feel like i need to have everything figured out. All the time , but my own self is screaming inside me "Just live your life" why cant i ever just relax and take whatever comes to me. I ALWAYS have to try to make everything better or enhance it in some way.....The worst part is....... I carry this terrible trait into my relationships.....And the weirdest part.. IVe been in love two times, and once not knowing it... Im so in a rush to be in love with someone, it flyie right past me and i cant even grab on to it..... I dont know whats going on with me... Tomorrow, im going to just sit in Central PArk and do everything i can to not think....WHen did i stop loving myself entirely?.....Whats going on with me...Im writing in my highschool journal....
Something isnt right......here I am, but im lost......
-Antny
Something isnt right......here I am, but im lost......
-Antny