well, i can barely handle it anymore. i need that one person , if youre getting sick of hearing it im sorry ,stop reading now. Theres a part of me ive been waiting for, for almost 18 years. im ready, theres just so much more out there.::sigh:: anyway im laying in my bed again..alone.... and...yea..and i pulled out my shoulder from the stupid beautiful mind song that i, infatuated with..its way painful. im ready for summer and ready to finally be able to be who i am. not care about what everyone at school thinks or says. not that i care all that much now but yes.I know senior project dates are comming up s0on but not sure when but its ok i just gotta put it together cuz im all done. I gotta get wish mrs Haney about this trip and my mom still wants to plan this huge graduation party thing....not even sure i want it buuut w/e .claudia just called me :) havent talked in a while it was cool. but anyways it now 8:44 and i have a billion thoughts going through my head o man.. this ends here.