May 02, 2005 20:22
yeah...i know i havent written in a while. i really got nothin to say. i won first place though, in my class. that was cool. im kinda mad at mish for tellen steve i liked him. but whatever. its not like ill have a chance wit him neways. i dont have a chance wit neone.whatever...im just destioned to be alone but i hate it. hmm....yet again im drounding myself in my own selfpitty. yay. at least its something to do. i cant drive cuz i dont have a car n i cant hang wit my friends cuz they're alwasys at jaz's house n my parents dont like mama sue. got no boyfriend to be with. got no one to flirt with. god damn i hate life. god it feels so empty without my mom being here. i know i had a lil bit to get ready for this but its still hard to life with everything. bottom line...I WANT MY MOMMY!!!! well now that i told u about my pathetic life u can go on with yours and have fun.