Mundane meditations....
Its all really funny.....I'm a fan of comedy, I dont know why I dont just get it sometimes.
When you withdraw from it all into the all and look at it. Look at them, and look at you, and see how it all plays out in such a minor and funny sort of way.
Their words, their attitude, their issues, struggles and anger....
My feelings, my pent up rage, my confusion, my reactions...
to each other....its hysterical.
I'm sitting here worried about work, worried about people who cant do anything to me. People who can only be mad at me for what they choose to be mad about, regardless of what i say or do.
And I only have to let this bother me if I want. Its not about right or wrong, its about what you want, accept and feel.
I wanna call out, I dont wanna be there right now, or tonight, or tomorrow. Just like yesterday, I wanna be home.
And I sit here, and justify this and argue that, and screw up my solar plexus with these will bending experiences.
When, within an entire, I get the jist of it all. Thats its not something to be mad, angry, anxious or anything about. its something to laugh about.
Turning people into monsters or beings that can fill you with fear and apprehension over what?
Calling out for house repairs.
And it seems so simply.
What can they do? What could happen? Why react so badly?
Relax, do what you want and go from there. No one's gonna do anything. If they feel like saying or doing, its their business and none of yours. Or mind fer that matter.
Its 11:30, I'm gonna go meditate and then probably call out again. Cause this guy has to be here to fix all this and we want heat.
Work can wait a day. I'm not the only one there to do stuff, and shit happens.
They dont understand that? You dont need to be working in a place like that.
When you withdraw from it all into the all and look at it. Look at them, and look at you, and see how it all plays out in such a minor and funny sort of way.
Their words, their attitude, their issues, struggles and anger....
My feelings, my pent up rage, my confusion, my reactions...
to each other....its hysterical.
I'm sitting here worried about work, worried about people who cant do anything to me. People who can only be mad at me for what they choose to be mad about, regardless of what i say or do.
And I only have to let this bother me if I want. Its not about right or wrong, its about what you want, accept and feel.
I wanna call out, I dont wanna be there right now, or tonight, or tomorrow. Just like yesterday, I wanna be home.
And I sit here, and justify this and argue that, and screw up my solar plexus with these will bending experiences.
When, within an entire, I get the jist of it all. Thats its not something to be mad, angry, anxious or anything about. its something to laugh about.
Turning people into monsters or beings that can fill you with fear and apprehension over what?
Calling out for house repairs.
And it seems so simply.
What can they do? What could happen? Why react so badly?
Relax, do what you want and go from there. No one's gonna do anything. If they feel like saying or doing, its their business and none of yours. Or mind fer that matter.
Its 11:30, I'm gonna go meditate and then probably call out again. Cause this guy has to be here to fix all this and we want heat.
Work can wait a day. I'm not the only one there to do stuff, and shit happens.
They dont understand that? You dont need to be working in a place like that.