Apr 30, 2004 04:16
my life is a total shit whole rite now. i don't have a gf and idk who the hell 2 look for either. My best friends r no help cuz they don't know what it's like to have a girl except my friend mike.
Today's friday and im exhausted from wakin up at 5 a.m. to study for an earth science and global test in which i passed only 1 of them and of all friday's this is the one i "have to" stay home and my parents r gay and are goin to a marriage. They don't even trust n e of my friends and me together. While my sister galavantes around with her friends gettin pshyced up for her jr prom tommoro nite i'll making myself into a couch potato. There's goin to be 40 ppl all probably wasted in my basement even tho my sister denies her halloween adventure with drinking in the basement.
N E ways i did like this one girl in my english class silvia but she's just so fuckin stubborn because i tell her that she looks good and she isn't like thanx she's like uhhh ok idc. Im pretty good friends with her and we talk about her likin new ppl every otha day but i can't take our relationship to the next level.
my 1 enjoyment of the weekend got cancelled on sunday. My soccer game. That's the 1 place i can just take out all my anger from the previous week on. Now i'll just have to take it out on my teammates in SELECT practice tomoro.
For this school year i changed my look from preppy to ghetto. So far there's been less girls comin my way and less of a chance for me to even think about getting 1. Im starting to think about changing back to preppy because my best friend changed from somewhat preppy to ghetto and has an ok lookin gf presently. idk what made me take such a drastic change. Either it was me being preppy and liking rap and r&b or just my friends influence but either way im just not feeling satisfied with the change at the moment.