Jul 19, 2006 22:04
weird how life repeats itself...
whether you believe it or not, i have always cared for everyone that i have dated. i do not waste my time on people that i dont believe are amazing and wonderful. i wouldnt spend any portion of my life pursuing something i dont see as valuable.
so recently i have hurt someone i consider very important to me. and she may not understand completely why i have done this, but i know that it was the only solution for what was happening between us. if anyone knows me at all, they would see that i am not the person who ever wants to be the cause of pain... no matter who it is. i dont like seeing people hurting. especially if they are someone in my life. i dont like knowing that the pain is because of me.
and i dont want to repeat this again.