her arms around me
i hate this
it sucks to think that there is no where i want to be right now.. not here at home, not at a friends, not with my family or anything.. the only place i want to be is in her arms. and its the one place i truely cant reach.
my head hurts.
my body hurts.
and i am so tired of being so scared and so damn worried and stressed out.
i just want it done. i dont want to be there. i want to be with her. and i want to have her love me and hold me and never let go again. maybe i shouldnt take this job.. i feel insane just thinking about it.
does that make any sense at all?
it sucks to think that there is no where i want to be right now.. not here at home, not at a friends, not with my family or anything.. the only place i want to be is in her arms. and its the one place i truely cant reach.
my head hurts.
my body hurts.
and i am so tired of being so scared and so damn worried and stressed out.
i just want it done. i dont want to be there. i want to be with her. and i want to have her love me and hold me and never let go again. maybe i shouldnt take this job.. i feel insane just thinking about it.
does that make any sense at all?