Problems...
My computer is on the fritz again. It seems my system has been corrupted some how and my disc drive doesn't work. Thankfully I got the 3-year warrantee thing from the Geek Squad when I bought my computer so I can just take it to Best Buy and they have to fix it. Which is awesome. So I don't have to worry about that. And I also backed up all of my pictures except for some I got from the net and the new ski trip pics which are still on my camera so I'm all good. I put my new school files and my favorites on a jump drive so I'm all set for now. So if the whole system has to be reset, no big loss. I'll be fine. It's not like when my last computer crashed and I lost all of my footage! Thank fully I have a lot of stuff on the new iMac so I'm not too worried about things. Besides, if something does happen to the computer, it happened for a reason. I'm done freaking out over technology things.
In other news, I spent all day running around doing my brother a favor, and how does he treat me? Like he always does. Like I'm nothing. And when I try to talk to him about it he just brushes me off. I can't stand that. A lot of the time we can be friends, but he gets in these pissy moods and just hates the world, and takes it out on me. I confess that I haven't always been the best sister, but I'm really trying now. I didn't even get a thank you today. And I've done other stuff for him that could've made me late for class. It's like it doesn't even matter. I don't want us to hate each other. I would like for us to be friends. His excuse for being able to treat me like he does is that he's leaving in a few months for school. He may be going away to school, but I'm his family. It's for LIFE. I don't want what happened between my mom and her sisters to happen to us. Despite the fact that we fight, and he's pissy a lot, I like my brother. He's fun to hang out with and we usually have a good time. Yeah we get on each others nerves, but I still love him. I tried to get him to start a notebook with me so that we can bond, but he said "My lit teacher can't even get me to write, how could you?" So geez, thanks bro. I don't know what to do. We get along, and then he gets like this and I just want to stop trying. Sometimes I just want to give up and let go. We see a lot more of each other now that I'm volunteering with the youth. So I don't know if that has anything to do with it? That he's just getting sick of me. I can't tell.
Oh well. We'll see what happens. Maybe tomorrow he'll be nice to me again and want to show me something he's working on. Maybe he'll actually tell me about his practices?
In other news, I spent all day running around doing my brother a favor, and how does he treat me? Like he always does. Like I'm nothing. And when I try to talk to him about it he just brushes me off. I can't stand that. A lot of the time we can be friends, but he gets in these pissy moods and just hates the world, and takes it out on me. I confess that I haven't always been the best sister, but I'm really trying now. I didn't even get a thank you today. And I've done other stuff for him that could've made me late for class. It's like it doesn't even matter. I don't want us to hate each other. I would like for us to be friends. His excuse for being able to treat me like he does is that he's leaving in a few months for school. He may be going away to school, but I'm his family. It's for LIFE. I don't want what happened between my mom and her sisters to happen to us. Despite the fact that we fight, and he's pissy a lot, I like my brother. He's fun to hang out with and we usually have a good time. Yeah we get on each others nerves, but I still love him. I tried to get him to start a notebook with me so that we can bond, but he said "My lit teacher can't even get me to write, how could you?" So geez, thanks bro. I don't know what to do. We get along, and then he gets like this and I just want to stop trying. Sometimes I just want to give up and let go. We see a lot more of each other now that I'm volunteering with the youth. So I don't know if that has anything to do with it? That he's just getting sick of me. I can't tell.
Oh well. We'll see what happens. Maybe tomorrow he'll be nice to me again and want to show me something he's working on. Maybe he'll actually tell me about his practices?