remember me? yeah, sorry...i'm a horrible updater. i say it everytime that i'm going to post more, but i never follow through. lol/ish
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I'm sorry that you were depressed today. Your birthday is meant as a day to celebrate. You are living and going to school and living on your own. You have accomplished a lot even if you haven't accomplished what you thought you would. Don't forget to see what you have done, not just what you haven't. Plus, you're still living. And the life expectancy of a gay boy is like what... 16? When the bashing starts? So be proud. You're a strong person. I know what you're feeling about a boyfriend. I haven't even had failed attempts: I just haven't had any attempts at all. But you will find someone. Everyone finds someone. And lucky for YOU, I'm single. So we may just get married and never look back. Fuck the people that broke your little heart. They are obviously crazy. And OMG reading your post... I feel like I wrote it. It's crazy. I think I was sheltered as a child, too. If that's what you meant. Probably why I was unable to handle high school... because I was so safe at home and the school was like hell. I think you can relate? Yes/no/maybe so? And aside from what you ended with sonuding totally contradictory, LOL at least you got to celebrate even if it wasn't as big as you wanted. You could have taken the bus to Long Island and visited me and really enjoyed your birthday, chock full of fun in your birthday suit. But that's besides the point. For now, just daydream about what we could have done in the privacy of my bedroom. <3 ILY.
And aside from what you ended with sonuding totally contradictory, LOL at least you got to celebrate even if it wasn't as big as you wanted. You could have taken the bus to Long Island and visited me and really enjoyed your birthday, chock full of fun in your birthday suit. But that's besides the point. For now, just daydream about what we could have done in the privacy of my bedroom. <3 ILY.
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