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Okay it's been a while since I wrote in here. Last night's activities made me feel like writing. I went to the Frenzal concert...it was pretty cool because well, I got in for free and drank free beer. It was also cool because Godnose played and they were grand. BUT I got really pissed off because a certain Mr. Darren Hawthorne made me angry. I have met the guy once and it was pleasant enough, and since I am a 'nobody' to him I didn't really expect him to remember me at all and I don't think I can expect him to remember me after this. I was mucking around talking to this crazy kid that is at all the Frenzal shows and seems to like getting naked onstage. I was speaking to him and I can't even remember what the hell it was about, just dumb stuff and then Mr. 'I run the scene' decided to start being a jerk to me. At first I thought he was mucking around or something.....then he sprays deodorant in my face. I have this tendency to always be NICE to people regardless of the situation at hand...so I kinda just made a joke about it and after I walked out the door I was fuming. He was calling me names and stuff and I really have no idea why it happened except maybe he was trying to impress the girl with him by picking out some random person (remember that I am a nobody to this guy) and giving them a hard time to look tough. Idiot. The guy can eat a sizeable portion of my arse.
Besides that though, I have decided that I like the guys in Frenzal Rhomb because after all the nasty stuff I hear about Lex, I sat and talked to him very lengthily about human rights and social issues - the guy is very switched on! All of them are really nice guys and all have a great sense of humour - I just think that because of their music and the way they are built up to look (image etc) means I came into the room with preconcieved ideas that were totally wrong. So go Frenzal. Still hate the music though.
Afterwards I made it to the Valley and T was there. Great. People I arrived with were attempting to tune her. Lame. It's very difficult for me to go from the intensity of what I feel for her (yeah, still) and make it seem like nothing. I suppose that is why I am quick to fly off the handle at beer being spilt on me by her. Whatever. I am so sick of thinking about this stuff because life always has to be so complex. And it's wonderful when other people decide it's their business to report on my actions when I HAVE A VOICE OF MY OWN. I'm quite competent at telling people stuff that needs to be told. Okay I have whinged enough. I hate everybody today so I am going for a skate.
Besides that though, I have decided that I like the guys in Frenzal Rhomb because after all the nasty stuff I hear about Lex, I sat and talked to him very lengthily about human rights and social issues - the guy is very switched on! All of them are really nice guys and all have a great sense of humour - I just think that because of their music and the way they are built up to look (image etc) means I came into the room with preconcieved ideas that were totally wrong. So go Frenzal. Still hate the music though.
Afterwards I made it to the Valley and T was there. Great. People I arrived with were attempting to tune her. Lame. It's very difficult for me to go from the intensity of what I feel for her (yeah, still) and make it seem like nothing. I suppose that is why I am quick to fly off the handle at beer being spilt on me by her. Whatever. I am so sick of thinking about this stuff because life always has to be so complex. And it's wonderful when other people decide it's their business to report on my actions when I HAVE A VOICE OF MY OWN. I'm quite competent at telling people stuff that needs to be told. Okay I have whinged enough. I hate everybody today so I am going for a skate.