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Last night a lot of truths came out and it wasn't pretty. I guess it can't ever be expected to be pretty. One thing is for sure and that is that a certain person in my band is a hell of a lot keener to play with us than he has ever let on and hopefully the fact that I blew up at him for having no interest will now kick the communication process into action. I honestly thought he wasn't interested. He is. Mind you I addressed some stuff that needed to be addressed so now I guess I can really only wait and see how he responds to it all. Let's hope it's positive. He thinks I hate him. That is not true. Damn. I heard it's Jeff's 18th tonight. I haven't seen Jeff for ages and I am bummed I wanna say happy birthday to him and celebrate with him. I like that kid a lot. happy Birthday Jeff if you ever read this. I miss you sonny boy. Have celebrating and stuff....I am the old guy with the knee rug in the corner over here....