Sep 14, 2005 22:16
today a really nice man came in to talk to the fucks at pope hell school about his experience in this war
his daughter was adorable
ive had a reality check these past few weeks
im about to cry right now and im completely unsure of why
i had a sudden infatuation with native american culture today
i looked at indian names for a while
chose one for myself
Takoda-Sioux for friend to all.
not that i consider myself everyones friend
i just really like it a lot
and i try to consider myself a generally friendly and openminded person
at this exact moment at least
i dont want to ahve to live in a world where i have to worry about my family
worry whether my kid's will get to school okay
worried for the lives of people i love
no one deserves that
not even me, the selfish brat that i am
i drank too much nyquil
and too much hot tea
i need to level my mind out
goodnight
sleep tightly
<3
Takoda