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i have a problem.
its 745 and i'm updating but thats not the problem.
at first it was just a joke...
jared and i racing jill to lunch, even though she didnt participate and shouting "it's not a race jill" at her. but then i realized that i have an issue with competition. it's always a competition with me. From battling anna sachs for the arm rest, to the T war with jess, to my competition with everyone for attention. I didnt really realize this was a problem until this morning. i was walking to school. As i was walking down spring ave, a boy passed me going perpendicular to me on scituate. I didnt think much of it. Then, as i was walking down newport, he passed me going perpendicular on grey street. again i didnt think much of it. But as i fell in behind him walking down grey street....I....I snapped....
I HAD TO BEAT HIM!!!!!!
so i crossed the street, but then SO DID HE. we turned the corner at vinnie's house and again i crossed the street, BUT SO DID HE, AND RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME TOO!!!! SO WE TURNED THE CORNER GOING DOWN THAT LONG STREET THAT LEADS TO THE TRIANGLE WHERE ALL THE KIDS PARK BEHIND CHINA CAFE. I NOTICED THAT HE WASN'T CROSSING THE STREET RIGHT AWAY SO I TOOK MY CHANCE!!!! AHAHAHAHA SWEET GLORY AS I CROSSED THE STREET AND SPED PAST HIM. THE CARS WEREN'T EVEN THERE TO MAKE A TARGET OF ME, NOT THAT I WOULD HAVE CARED, I WAS STILL DETERMINED TO WIN!!!! WE GOT TO THE INTERSECTION AT MASS AVE AND THE LIGHT TURNED RED. I HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS. SO IM FREAKING OUT AT THE CROSS WALK BECAUSE HE'S CLOSING IN ON ME!!!!! BUT THEN, GOD BE PRAISED, A BREAK IN TRAFFIC!!! WHAT LUCK!!!! I HURRIED ACCROSS THE STREET AND INTO THE SCHOOL AND VICTORYYYYYYYYY WASSSSSSS MINNNNNNNNNEE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
and then some freshman saw me doing "a mini wave in celebration of me" and giving the kid (who by the way i dont know and who had no idea we were racing) the finger.
thats when i realized that i need help.
"if there was an award for the best bad massages....who would get it?
its 745 and i'm updating but thats not the problem.
at first it was just a joke...
jared and i racing jill to lunch, even though she didnt participate and shouting "it's not a race jill" at her. but then i realized that i have an issue with competition. it's always a competition with me. From battling anna sachs for the arm rest, to the T war with jess, to my competition with everyone for attention. I didnt really realize this was a problem until this morning. i was walking to school. As i was walking down spring ave, a boy passed me going perpendicular to me on scituate. I didnt think much of it. Then, as i was walking down newport, he passed me going perpendicular on grey street. again i didnt think much of it. But as i fell in behind him walking down grey street....I....I snapped....
I HAD TO BEAT HIM!!!!!!
so i crossed the street, but then SO DID HE. we turned the corner at vinnie's house and again i crossed the street, BUT SO DID HE, AND RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME TOO!!!! SO WE TURNED THE CORNER GOING DOWN THAT LONG STREET THAT LEADS TO THE TRIANGLE WHERE ALL THE KIDS PARK BEHIND CHINA CAFE. I NOTICED THAT HE WASN'T CROSSING THE STREET RIGHT AWAY SO I TOOK MY CHANCE!!!! AHAHAHAHA SWEET GLORY AS I CROSSED THE STREET AND SPED PAST HIM. THE CARS WEREN'T EVEN THERE TO MAKE A TARGET OF ME, NOT THAT I WOULD HAVE CARED, I WAS STILL DETERMINED TO WIN!!!! WE GOT TO THE INTERSECTION AT MASS AVE AND THE LIGHT TURNED RED. I HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS. SO IM FREAKING OUT AT THE CROSS WALK BECAUSE HE'S CLOSING IN ON ME!!!!! BUT THEN, GOD BE PRAISED, A BREAK IN TRAFFIC!!! WHAT LUCK!!!! I HURRIED ACCROSS THE STREET AND INTO THE SCHOOL AND VICTORYYYYYYYYY WASSSSSSS MINNNNNNNNNEE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
and then some freshman saw me doing "a mini wave in celebration of me" and giving the kid (who by the way i dont know and who had no idea we were racing) the finger.
thats when i realized that i need help.
"if there was an award for the best bad massages....who would get it?