8 years!!!!
HISASHIBURIIII!!!!
it's been sooooo many years since my last post. Suddenly I got on the mood to write a new one so ealy in the morning.
my last post was like 5 years ago and so many things had happened. i went to study medicine in Ireland for 3 years. and last year I decided that I was not suitable in medicine as I could not give 100%. It might sound stupid to think that I quit after 3 years and only have 2 years left. But actually I was stucked in my second year and I would need another 4 years to complete medicine. So I decided that was as far as I could go. I told my parents that I would definitely stuck in that 4 years if I continue. So now I am taking chemistry. I am not sure whether the environment or the study itself, but I actually felt quite satisfied after completed 1 semester. I just hope the passion and fire that I feel for my study would continue to burn till the end. Different with medicine where I always scared for every decision that I made, now I decided that I would study chemistry as best as I could to finish my degree, got a scholarship for master and also for PhD. I know it seems oblivious to set a goal that far after all the failings I experienced. In contrast, I hope all the experience would give me strength and push me forward. I keep telling myself that I would never let all those failings stop me from moving forward. Though I actually scared if I suddenly face with another failing in the future. OK. I think I should stop now. I think I'm becoming paranoid. Hahahaha. I hope that everyone including me would never stop after falling down. Always push ourselves up and keep running or you could just walk. All the best.
Now, let's talk about ARASHI. It's been 8 years since I love ARASHI. Hard to believe as I never love anything that long. I watched sekamuzu and 99.9 this year. I love both but my fav is definitely matsujun's drama. That drama is the best!!!
This year, we also have Olympic 2016 in Brazil. Arashi's song for NTV is entitltled POWER OF PARADISE. I love the song but the promotion suck. NTV and ARASHI definitely need to learn from NHK and NAMIE AMURO. She sing a song entitled HERO for NTV and the promotion is so good. plus the song is good. I LOVE IT!!
For next year, I could not wait for Ohno's movie and Yamada's movie. I want the movie to be like rurouni kenshin movie but I know that is only a dream. But still hoping for awesome fight scene like samurai x. Last but not least, Yamada's movie FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST. I screamed when I learnt that they would make a live-action of FMA but stopped when I read that yamada would become Edward Elric. I love yamada but I just cant imagine him becoming Edward. But after I saw a picture of him in ED's costume, I think I would love the movie.
So, minna. Good luck with everything and please never stop to look back if you ever scared the past will catch up to you. Just run. Run as fast as you could. when you reach the goal, you look back and you would realize that the past you tried to run from is only the flowers that you planted along the way. All those flowers would tell you that you have done your best and will continue blooming to encourage you to set another goal.
That's all from me.
BYE!BYE!
it's been sooooo many years since my last post. Suddenly I got on the mood to write a new one so ealy in the morning.
my last post was like 5 years ago and so many things had happened. i went to study medicine in Ireland for 3 years. and last year I decided that I was not suitable in medicine as I could not give 100%. It might sound stupid to think that I quit after 3 years and only have 2 years left. But actually I was stucked in my second year and I would need another 4 years to complete medicine. So I decided that was as far as I could go. I told my parents that I would definitely stuck in that 4 years if I continue. So now I am taking chemistry. I am not sure whether the environment or the study itself, but I actually felt quite satisfied after completed 1 semester. I just hope the passion and fire that I feel for my study would continue to burn till the end. Different with medicine where I always scared for every decision that I made, now I decided that I would study chemistry as best as I could to finish my degree, got a scholarship for master and also for PhD. I know it seems oblivious to set a goal that far after all the failings I experienced. In contrast, I hope all the experience would give me strength and push me forward. I keep telling myself that I would never let all those failings stop me from moving forward. Though I actually scared if I suddenly face with another failing in the future. OK. I think I should stop now. I think I'm becoming paranoid. Hahahaha. I hope that everyone including me would never stop after falling down. Always push ourselves up and keep running or you could just walk. All the best.
Now, let's talk about ARASHI. It's been 8 years since I love ARASHI. Hard to believe as I never love anything that long. I watched sekamuzu and 99.9 this year. I love both but my fav is definitely matsujun's drama. That drama is the best!!!
This year, we also have Olympic 2016 in Brazil. Arashi's song for NTV is entitltled POWER OF PARADISE. I love the song but the promotion suck. NTV and ARASHI definitely need to learn from NHK and NAMIE AMURO. She sing a song entitled HERO for NTV and the promotion is so good. plus the song is good. I LOVE IT!!
For next year, I could not wait for Ohno's movie and Yamada's movie. I want the movie to be like rurouni kenshin movie but I know that is only a dream. But still hoping for awesome fight scene like samurai x. Last but not least, Yamada's movie FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST. I screamed when I learnt that they would make a live-action of FMA but stopped when I read that yamada would become Edward Elric. I love yamada but I just cant imagine him becoming Edward. But after I saw a picture of him in ED's costume, I think I would love the movie.
So, minna. Good luck with everything and please never stop to look back if you ever scared the past will catch up to you. Just run. Run as fast as you could. when you reach the goal, you look back and you would realize that the past you tried to run from is only the flowers that you planted along the way. All those flowers would tell you that you have done your best and will continue blooming to encourage you to set another goal.
That's all from me.
BYE!BYE!