good night
So, tonight was actually *really* good. After I got off of work I went to see the mexicans --there's yet *another* one and I like him best...his name is jose so all together there's Juan and Carlos (brothers), Lalo,Jose, and Oscar (( who dont live over there..he has a wife and baby and live on the other side of town)) but I got to meat Oscar and his wife Yulanda tonight..she's *SO* sweet!! *AND* the best thing about it is..she wears the same size clothes as me *YAY!!* Their baby is only 5 months old...he's so cute. his name is Deigo Sanchez..he's a doll. Jose is like *SO* sweet...It's like intreging...*sigh* He's like..I dunno how to explain it..he's not like the normal thump thump in the truck mexicans that drinks all the time and partys and shit he's like smart-ish..he dont read english very well..but he speaks it pretty good. He's ..19? I think. I dunno..I still like Carlos though..Juan and Lalo are like the 'bad boys' and Oscar is like the 'family guy'. I'm seriously likeing my job..it's awesome. I think I've decided on Ceiton but i'll probably spell it Keeton or Keiton or Ceeton ..fuck i dunno lol I dunno..whatever...I'll decide later..Tonight gavin told me some shit..:-S I guess he dont want to be in a realtionship and he dont thinks he wants me to move up there now..and that's totally fine w/ me...i mean i'd rather get that out of the way before I move up there and get major feelings for him you know? He told me i'm still welcome there *ANY* time..but he just dont have time to be around like i'd want him to ... I figure he's just making excuses for someone or something else ya know?? Oh-well..that's fine with me..I might end up staying here, might go back to KS. , depends on what I decide after I have the baby. Anyway..more about tonight *hehe* We where over there..and me and Yulanda cooked it was soo good. Ansy slept a lot..I was tired..I like fell asleep on the couch and then Lalo came and he started rubbing my belly and he put anslyn on my chest and he made her like slap my cheeks w/ her hands..it was cute lol I have to work a *LONG* ass day tomorrow 8AM-midnight..which sucks..I'm gonna miss my baby..*sigh* Oh-well. Money is Money...Now I'm kind of hopeing me and matt do NOT get divorced by the time I have the baby so his insurance will still pay for stuff ya know? I really hope that works out cuz I can't afford to be payin' no hossy bill!! Anyway..I'm pretty much just rambleing cuz I can't keep my eyes open..lol. I'm *SO* tired. I think I'm going to bed now lol