Yo peoples
Yeah, again I'm lagging in my posting ability. Just been really busy with work and other things that have come to my attention. Still alive and kicking though.
Tomorrow I'll be in the last day of transition training and we're having a little graduation party. Don't really know why but it seemed like fun. Tomorrow I'll be getting on the phones and talking to real live people and I am in no way ready for that. My little phone phobia thing is starting to get the better of me. But it I can hack this for a few months then I can move onto a bigger company and make even more money. Basicly making my life a cake walk. For a while anyway.
Taking every chance in the world to hang out with Al and Breanna. As soon as Bre moves Al and I will probally not be hanging out anymore. I'm going to loose those two friends along with everyone thats in Bre's extended group out in Gelndale. *sigh* Have to make a whole new group of friends and that doesn't sound too exciting to me. I was hoping that I'd have these friends for a good portion of my adult life and it doesn't look like thats going to be happening. *sigh* Most depressing.
My boyfriend and I are having some problems. I don't know what it is, but he keeps refusing on seeing me. Apparently he doesn't realize how much this hurts me. I don't want to see him for just one weekend out of every one or two months. Its not right. Hes told me that he wants to marry me and I can understand if hes working or something. But to just outright refuse to not see me for no reason is just a little much to handle. I don't know. I never realized how hard relationships could be. I always thought that I'd be able to tell the one I love everything and that just isn't true. It acctually makes me depressed to tell him anything about myself or my feelings. I think I may need to go back to therapy.
Tomorrow I'll be in the last day of transition training and we're having a little graduation party. Don't really know why but it seemed like fun. Tomorrow I'll be getting on the phones and talking to real live people and I am in no way ready for that. My little phone phobia thing is starting to get the better of me. But it I can hack this for a few months then I can move onto a bigger company and make even more money. Basicly making my life a cake walk. For a while anyway.
Taking every chance in the world to hang out with Al and Breanna. As soon as Bre moves Al and I will probally not be hanging out anymore. I'm going to loose those two friends along with everyone thats in Bre's extended group out in Gelndale. *sigh* Have to make a whole new group of friends and that doesn't sound too exciting to me. I was hoping that I'd have these friends for a good portion of my adult life and it doesn't look like thats going to be happening. *sigh* Most depressing.
My boyfriend and I are having some problems. I don't know what it is, but he keeps refusing on seeing me. Apparently he doesn't realize how much this hurts me. I don't want to see him for just one weekend out of every one or two months. Its not right. Hes told me that he wants to marry me and I can understand if hes working or something. But to just outright refuse to not see me for no reason is just a little much to handle. I don't know. I never realized how hard relationships could be. I always thought that I'd be able to tell the one I love everything and that just isn't true. It acctually makes me depressed to tell him anything about myself or my feelings. I think I may need to go back to therapy.