Apr 28, 2007 19:10
What a relief I am at, I guess as you really fall in love it's easier to let go of things that have been dragging out for way to long, and the stupid thing is i knew it was.. it was just hard to let go, but now I have taught myself how to let go of things that just don't matter anymore.. and love will never disappear, but it will get lost somewhere when it isn't used.. To me the end of some things are just the beginning of other things. I feel proud right now...
it feels good to just let go, to not think, dream or wonder or even hurt in my heart about it anymore, feels like i have been sleeping in this dream of no realization the past 3 years.. and I'm finally awake.
but don't get me wrong i will never forget nor regret it. i guess i just don't feel useless anymore now.
♥ I cant wait to see everyone soon, i miss you all so much. and of course wal-mart.
everyone needs to have a party for me okay yup<3