what's done was done, what was said.. is present

May 01, 2006 05:09

Im alone.
ALOT.
I use to do everything, and be so strong.
now i hurt because he can't see what he does to me.
He can't remember how he use to be.
people change.. that is why im bitter.. im bitter to have to find someone to love me, if i dont look now im sure i'll be hurting... if only he'd take the time and look into my eyes, and tell me the things he use to.. unless they are lies.
i will one day show him what he had..
i cry alone.
he works to much... he says he's tiered...
well fuck im tiered. emotional tiered of your shit.
never thinks about me.. always about how he has to work to keep our life together, well you know what that doesnt keep it together,
it's because of his fuckin mom eh is the way he is she was never around to show him the way he should have been.. fuckin bad mother.

my heart is done.
i can no longer try hard by myself.
i need some one.

please come find me.
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