Oct 20, 2010 16:25
Considering that I just failed a course due to absences caused by my awful sleeping habits, things need to change. I have nearly zero agency in my life up until this year, and I'm now floundering without everyone in my life pushing me around and telling me what to do. I'm a child in an adult's world- I can't sleep right, I can't drive, I can't cook, I barely even remember to look after myself.
And it's destroying me. College isn't for turning into a hikikomori and putting in too little effort while hoping your parents will tell you how to iron things out when they go sour.
I need to actually grow up and stop being a little boy.
despair,
rl