Jul 07, 2011 23:33
"Relationships should not put you on edge." A silly thing like a yahoo.com article about relationships and that one line has been in my head since I read it last week. It's true though. I shouldn't be thinking about "ok, if he hooks up with someone, it's ok, but he shouldn't be chickenshit about telling me, he should be upfront" and "ok, we're not really in a relationship, stop stressing out" but I'm stressing out.
Why do I associate myself with a boy who barely treats me halfway decent? Am I stupid? When exactly does faithfulness become stupidity?
I have already expressed how under-appreciated I felt and he had the gall to try and get me to feel bad about it. That's not the way this works and it's about time I found someone that cares about me (openly).