Oct 04, 2004 18:51
Dear mike,
Today i looked at you, and inside of you. None of the colors you mentioned made sense, but i can see how they relate to one another. Try not to be so introverted. Life doesnt have to always be in C minor. i cant really tell if you're lazy, or just busy, but whatever it is, i dont like it. Please stop it at once. Your life depends on it. Even if it means taking the lock off of your mind and try to live more freely. Take everything that is in your mind and put it into action. You love her, admit it. As much as it hurts you to try and deny it, you must realize what opportunities have presented themselves. Awhile ago you wished for a combination. Charlie's wit, humor and intelligence. Josh's musical attributes and silliness. Jordan's affability. Emily's beauty and kindness. Sarah's toughness and sense of solace. Cassie's promised perfection. Allison's opinions and knowledge. You got it, bud, all rolled into one flower. Exactly what you wished for.
When you were going blind, you wished for perfect vision. Well, you worked yourself to exhaustion and bought yourself new glasses. Not exactly what you expected, but again, wish granted. Stop being stubborn and use your life better than you are at the moment. You make me so sick sometimes. You teach that others have it so much worse, but then you get so rolled up in their problems that you dont take advantage of your life, the life they dont have. Stop dreaming and start living.
Sincerely,
-mike