I said nothing had changed...
Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I have changed. I'm so scared/worried/guilty about everything lately.
After school I've found that it's getting easier and easier for me to go upstairs and do my homework without constantly thinking about being on the computer or on the phone. I've found that even though it is REALLY nice to hear news about Liberty and about people there... I don't feel like I belong anymore.
Nothing seems familiar from what I hear anymore. It sounds as though everything's changed. It sounds like something...foreign.
I'm scared of what's happening because my life is beginning to feel...normal.
I'm not worried about news of the day, the funniest thing said...the inside jokes. I like hearing it, but it doesn't feel like I belong.
I can't help but wonder if...maybe everyone who told me that MT would start to feel like home...maybe they were right.
And all that I can say is:
I'm sorry.
After school I've found that it's getting easier and easier for me to go upstairs and do my homework without constantly thinking about being on the computer or on the phone. I've found that even though it is REALLY nice to hear news about Liberty and about people there... I don't feel like I belong anymore.
Nothing seems familiar from what I hear anymore. It sounds as though everything's changed. It sounds like something...foreign.
I'm scared of what's happening because my life is beginning to feel...normal.
I'm not worried about news of the day, the funniest thing said...the inside jokes. I like hearing it, but it doesn't feel like I belong.
I can't help but wonder if...maybe everyone who told me that MT would start to feel like home...maybe they were right.
And all that I can say is:
I'm sorry.