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I don't know what this mood would be called. Desperate...Lonely, aggravated, lost...
I feel like every step I make, I'm doing something wrong. I feel like I'm losing everything that I once had.
And yet again the move was compared to death, only this time, by my mom.
I feel something happening in me. I don't know what it is... but it's almost like... well, change. I don't want it... but it's happening. I don't know how to stop it. I don't know what to do.
Desperation is so close at hand and every time I try my hardest to hold back all the tears...well...you know.
I want to call someone, but I don't know who- do I call my new friends who are somewhat up to date, or do I call someone who's known me for ever and fill them in- ...and even then, I don't know what I want to say. Any confusion I once had before this is, in comparison, non-existant.
I'm tired of whining. I'm sorry you guys. I just... need...something.
"I'd stay up all night to hear about
Your day"
"I feel so sick to not be here with you
just tell me that... you miss me too"
I feel like every step I make, I'm doing something wrong. I feel like I'm losing everything that I once had.
And yet again the move was compared to death, only this time, by my mom.
I feel something happening in me. I don't know what it is... but it's almost like... well, change. I don't want it... but it's happening. I don't know how to stop it. I don't know what to do.
Desperation is so close at hand and every time I try my hardest to hold back all the tears...well...you know.
I want to call someone, but I don't know who- do I call my new friends who are somewhat up to date, or do I call someone who's known me for ever and fill them in- ...and even then, I don't know what I want to say. Any confusion I once had before this is, in comparison, non-existant.
I'm tired of whining. I'm sorry you guys. I just... need...something.
"I'd stay up all night to hear about
Your day"
"I feel so sick to not be here with you
just tell me that... you miss me too"