sittin on the dock of the bay

[anothersun]

Sittin, phat chillin, playin music, singin at Em's house. Anna, Jesse, Em, and I keepin warm by firelight in this frozen land. But what a beautiful frozen land. It may be incredibly depressing at times, ahem..now, and extremely hard to get through, ahem...now, but it is always so fucking georgous, every god damned day. It makes it hard to feel shitty, but somwhow I manage. How can life seem so simple and so complex at the same time? I feel like I have so much of life figuered out but, I can't apply it to my own personal life story. Fuck. 'Fuck' has been my montra for this winter. I'm hoping that 2006 has more positive in sotre for me than 2005 did. Here's to gettin yer kicks in '06!

Recent thought:
I'm in love, and for the first time in my life, it's a bad thing. MMMmmmmm.....grumble..mumble...whine...whine...puke...puke.