What makes u feel stupid and pathetic? I know what you mean though on there being some people you could say that to, but there needs to be so much hate behind those words to actually have the ability to say that. Well for me there would need to be. Like, me telling someone they should kill themselves is on the same lines of actually killing someone. I could never kill someone, I don’t have the hate for anyone enough to do that, but people say things like I hope you die, you should kill yourself, and I wish I could kill them, and they don’t even think about what they just said. Those are just simply words to them. I think those are the people who need to get their priorities straightened out.
And yeah, I don’t get why the little things are the things that bother me the most these days too, I guess if I had to specifically pick out the reasons they hurt me the most, it would probably be because if someone can actually look at me and only see the negative stuff, what are the positive things about myself? Does anyone actually look at me and think to themselves something positive? It really makes u question your character and after awhile when you hear the same things over and over, you start to believe it, because why would more than just one person say the same thing about you, if it’s not even true. I think that’s one of the main reasons I have such low self esteem and I can’t convince myself I might just be pretty. All though middle school and even up until now, I can’t even count the time I’ve been called “ugly.” So when people try to tell me I’m pretty, why would I believe it when all I’ve ever been told is I’m not when people don’t like me. The truth comes out when people are angry so it’s hard to just say yeah, they don’t mean it.
Being a girl sucks, we have so many deep emotions.
i know what you mean. after so many people have called me ugly & so many people share the same hate for me. how could someone say im pretty & actually mean it? & why are these people who think im so pretty & great even think that in the first place. what are they seeing that no one else can? helluh confusing.
And yeah, I don’t get why the little things are the things that bother me the most these days too, I guess if I had to specifically pick out the reasons they hurt me the most, it would probably be because if someone can actually look at me and only see the negative stuff, what are the positive things about myself? Does anyone actually look at me and think to themselves something positive? It really makes u question your character and after awhile when you hear the same things over and over, you start to believe it, because why would more than just one person say the same thing about you, if it’s not even true. I think that’s one of the main reasons I have such low self esteem and I can’t convince myself I might just be pretty. All though middle school and even up until now, I can’t even count the time I’ve been called “ugly.” So when people try to tell me I’m pretty, why would I believe it when all I’ve ever been told is I’m not when people don’t like me. The truth comes out when people are angry so it’s hard to just say yeah, they don’t mean it.
Being a girl sucks, we have so many deep emotions.
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