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[anothermistake]

It's Friday night and I'm home alone again. I could have called Sarah. I'm not sure why I didn't. I guess I don't feel as close to her as I do to some of my other friends. I could have called Kelly. But I feel the same way towards her as I do Sarah. I just...I miss you. I called Erica, but she was busy. Jennifer lives an hour away, so there was no

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[gr0undzer0]

I never wanted you to suffer. I always tried to make it easy on you. I told you what would happen. I have way to much experience not to know that you would eventualy feel that way. I just didnt want to know it.. so i put it in the back of my head. Fear not luv you have not hurt me with your words. I will always cherish the days we had. I will always keep them as sweet memories.. That is all that matters. The experience... knowing that at onetime you were loved.. to know what love feels like. Im glad you have that now. I hope you build off it. I would never feel right having you with me like that. You know me better then that. Trust in me that there will never be a grudge. You didnt hurt me. You mearly made a choice we both have to live with. There is noting wrong with that. Feel confident in your desisions and stop looking to others for a sence of right and wrong. You know whats right and wrong deep inside... that is the potrait you pain with your words. I bid you goodnight

-chris

p.s I will always be here in your times of need. Just call.