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[anothermistake]

Everyday it's like
Stepping on a four leaf clover
on the worst day of your life
Finding a drawer of batteries when all you need's a flashlight
To find your way through the darkest tunnel
on the darkest night
and feeling so lost that you cant even turn around
like there's nothing to do except wait to be found.

It's the helplessness that gets me most
The feeling I'm not in control
Sitting back to watch a nightmare
play out on a movie screen
To see the tears and hear the screams
To try to find out what it means.
To see the tears and hear the screams
To try and find out what this means.
Try and find out what this means

More confused as I get older
tripping over bigger boulders
reaching out for someone's hand
thinking I don't stand a chance
wondering how I'll make it through
wondering where I'm headed to
wondering if I'll make it there someday
wondering if I'll make it there someday

It's the helplessness that gets me most
The feeling I'm not in control
Sitting back to watch a nightmare
play out on a movie screen
To see the tears and hear the screams
To try to find out what it means.
To stop the tears and end the screams
To try and find out what this means.
Try and find out what this means

wondering how I'll make it through
wondering where I'm headed to
wondering if I'll make it there someday
wondering if I'll make it there someday
Maybe I will make it there someday.
Maybe I will find my way someday.