free at fucking last!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[anotherlovedies]

hey everybody! i finally got out of the hospital on wednesday afternoon, which was the best thing that ever happened to me, considering i was in there for 10 fucking days! thats the longest ive ever been in a fucking hospital, and the university hospital is not a place you want to be stuck for that long. just a little catch up, i had a mysterious bout of pancreatitis again, which everyone is kinda stumped on since i havent drank in i dont know how long. they kinda think it was all the pain meds i was on for my back (methadone and vicoden) which i am now free of. well, kinda on doc prescribed vicoden because i think i was released a little early, so the pain was kinda still there. but im starting to feel much better, and detoxing all the fucking morphine those assholes put in me out of my body. not the best feeling in the world, i have been through the most horrible withdrawls of my life, TWICE now, in two weeks. im hoping i will be much better now, nate and mike from my band came by the day i got out, before the withdrawls kicked in, and it was good to see them. they keep telling me how much weight i lost, so does jayme. i dont see it, but i have to look at myself everyday, so you dont notice those things. we had to cancel the premonitions of war show.........i hated doing it just so you all know. but they wouldnt let me out with all the IVs in my arms. yes, i say my arms. they had to remove the regular IVs from my wrists because the demoral and potassium they were pumping in was burning my veins solid. so, guess what i got!?!? a PICC. a short description for those of you not familiar. its a 40cm catheter type tube they insert into your main artery in your upper bicep, which they proceed to snake through the vain until it is somewhere in your upper right chest. yeah, its as fun as it fucking sounds. well, enough of all this crap, i just wanted to let you know where i have been these past couple weeks. i sincerely want to thank everyone who called and stopped by. robert, will, nate, mike, troi, steph, russ, robin, and brooke. everyone else ws just family that none of you know. it saved my sanity to hear from you all, ive never been so depressed in all my life and i have never cried that much. it is really sad being stuck in a bed and having needles shoved into you every couple hours, even if you are like me and dont really mind needles. the brain needs to be entertained, and everyone needs to know they have freinds out there that care. so if you know anyone in the hospital right now, please go see them. later kids.

oh yeah, i got to vote while i was in the hospital, right after they injected me with drugs. that was hella confusing, but i know i managed to vote kerry. i just doint know what i else i put in there. ha.

love.
jeremy