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"and I could never do anything right,
not when it came down to it...
you can't imagine life without
the one who's breaking your heart"
-dufus
the person I loved this summer wouldn't have gotten so upset about something posted in a live journal that he wouldn't talk to someone important to him.
this could mean one of two things:
a) I'm not important to him.
b) he's not the same person.
I'm just kind of wondering which it is. so I wrote the word "cunt." so I don't like her and it's completely irrational and I don't know her. what do you expect, really? should I want to get to know her and be her best friend? I mean, if that's what you expected, you don't know me at all. I can't understand this at all. I have no fucking clue what you want me to do so that we can be friends. just fucking tell me already. and if you've decided to give up, if everything we had doesn't mean shit to you, just fucking tell me. and if it means something, know that right now you're acting like everything we had was just one big fucking joke and isn't it so silly that someone as amazing as you got wrapped up in someone as fucked up as me.
yeah. I'm so fucking beautiful and wonderful.
and I'm not fucked up.
I was so right to believe you.
not when it came down to it...
you can't imagine life without
the one who's breaking your heart"
-dufus
the person I loved this summer wouldn't have gotten so upset about something posted in a live journal that he wouldn't talk to someone important to him.
this could mean one of two things:
a) I'm not important to him.
b) he's not the same person.
I'm just kind of wondering which it is. so I wrote the word "cunt." so I don't like her and it's completely irrational and I don't know her. what do you expect, really? should I want to get to know her and be her best friend? I mean, if that's what you expected, you don't know me at all. I can't understand this at all. I have no fucking clue what you want me to do so that we can be friends. just fucking tell me already. and if you've decided to give up, if everything we had doesn't mean shit to you, just fucking tell me. and if it means something, know that right now you're acting like everything we had was just one big fucking joke and isn't it so silly that someone as amazing as you got wrapped up in someone as fucked up as me.
yeah. I'm so fucking beautiful and wonderful.
and I'm not fucked up.
I was so right to believe you.