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I just spent six plus hours on the phone with this guy Jay. (he wrote The Women Part IV which I posted a link to on here forever ago.) it was so ridiculous.
I just feel so much better about everything. there are so many things I realized about the situation between Nick and I while talking to him. I really feel like I'll be okay. like I'll honestly be okay. and I feel it. not just know it the way you remind yourself that this too, shall pass when you're hurt. not the way you repeat things in your head to just to make sure you remember them. I feel it like... I feel it in the soles of my feet.
my hands are shaking and I'm pretty sure that it's not the drugs.
I just feel so much better about everything. there are so many things I realized about the situation between Nick and I while talking to him. I really feel like I'll be okay. like I'll honestly be okay. and I feel it. not just know it the way you remind yourself that this too, shall pass when you're hurt. not the way you repeat things in your head to just to make sure you remember them. I feel it like... I feel it in the soles of my feet.
my hands are shaking and I'm pretty sure that it's not the drugs.