and we will all go down together
we have lost the war. today at 8:35 my cat died. I brought her in for a blood transfusion and over night she relapsed. the doctor said before he left yesterday she was eating out of his hand and was purring. this can't keep happening. my spirits just keep getting knocked down lower and lower.
it is strange. I kept trying to get back to sleep but as soon as I would drift off I snapped back awake either worrying about my sick cat or remembering what has happened and then it starts all over again
I'm not gonna be okay for a while. she was my best friend. my little angel. always there and always happy to see me. she just wanted love.
my little orange cat is at peace. I don't have this many tears for anyone else it would seem. not even for myself. after the accident I shed no tears.
this hurts on a whole new level.
it is strange. I kept trying to get back to sleep but as soon as I would drift off I snapped back awake either worrying about my sick cat or remembering what has happened and then it starts all over again
I'm not gonna be okay for a while. she was my best friend. my little angel. always there and always happy to see me. she just wanted love.
my little orange cat is at peace. I don't have this many tears for anyone else it would seem. not even for myself. after the accident I shed no tears.
this hurts on a whole new level.