she only cares when libido is buzzing. bees only thrive when the honey is there
today has promise!
I almost broke both thumbs yesterday. I see how weak and frail I get after working in the fucking furniture section of BIG OTS. my body truly cannot take it. I work 33 hours next week. I am waiting for the day I step off the ladder wrong or try to pick up something really heavy and my knee snaps. it will happen, the only question is when?
THEN KNEE REPLACEMENT SURGERY
but I'm kinda looking forward to that. the sooner my knee is fake the sooner it will quit hurting.
my horoscope yesterday told me to avoid unnessary spending (makes sense), and unexpectedly told me to ride out the mood swings and change in manners. to keep my friends guessing. I don't know why I should do that but whatever. stars don't lie. I have been just as big of a prick to everyone else as they are to me and it feels different. better. like I should have been this way all along. that must be what the horoscope meant this to be. my evolution. maybe revolution is more fitting for what I have been feeling. at first I was in a constant battle with myself I didn't like being an ass hole back to people.
the golden rule is still all i believe in but I won't worry about people who are shit heads to me for no reason. they can expect the same thing in return.
you get what you ask for
I almost broke both thumbs yesterday. I see how weak and frail I get after working in the fucking furniture section of BIG OTS. my body truly cannot take it. I work 33 hours next week. I am waiting for the day I step off the ladder wrong or try to pick up something really heavy and my knee snaps. it will happen, the only question is when?
THEN KNEE REPLACEMENT SURGERY
but I'm kinda looking forward to that. the sooner my knee is fake the sooner it will quit hurting.
my horoscope yesterday told me to avoid unnessary spending (makes sense), and unexpectedly told me to ride out the mood swings and change in manners. to keep my friends guessing. I don't know why I should do that but whatever. stars don't lie. I have been just as big of a prick to everyone else as they are to me and it feels different. better. like I should have been this way all along. that must be what the horoscope meant this to be. my evolution. maybe revolution is more fitting for what I have been feeling. at first I was in a constant battle with myself I didn't like being an ass hole back to people.
the golden rule is still all i believe in but I won't worry about people who are shit heads to me for no reason. they can expect the same thing in return.
you get what you ask for