I'm unloading random stuff, because I'm drained from this History home work.
Today has been unusual. I spent most of it bitching, and being freaked out. This week started off terribly I was completely a day behind on everything, putting everything off until the day before screwed me over. I didn't do a lot of work and then ended up doing it the night before, (LIIKE I AM RIGHT NOW WITH A SHIT LOAD OF HIRTORY!). It really sucks because I probably failed, no, I did fail a test we had in AP World History today. It sucks knowing this, but it was like 30 dense pages of reading that I just skimmed so that I could attend church.Church made me feel uber better because giant Jeff Lang hit on me, yes me. He's this bug jock foot ball player. Super hot. Yes, hot. He's not cute, or adorable, or anything.. just plain old fashioned hot. It's the muscles and booming deep voice. Plus, his extreme knowledgableness is awesome. Smart guys are awesome. I love it, and I don't feel like an idiot around them because I can generally keep up.
Everyone thinks I'm dumb,
I'm just lazy,
and I forget things fast if it doesn't interest me.
Speaking of boys, like ninety people have asked if I'm dating Nik. Of course the answer is no, which is honestly ok. I just don't know if I'm ready for all of that jazz again. I like just being flirty and feeling good and wanting to see this one person because I know if I do I'll feel better. You know we see eachother a lot during the day. It's really nice. Nik smells really good by the way.
You know I never do spell check on these things. I used to care so much about what you guys thought of me. I still care to some extent. I mean obviously something is fucked up in my mind because I still sweat like a beast when I get nervous. I think it's just people that make me sweat. I'm getting better. If I'm just chillin with people I love then it's not too bad, but around a class I transform into a waterfall.
My Mimi just scuttled by, on her way to the bathroom. She goes like three times every night, damn I can't wait to get old. UGH. Sarcasm to the max by the way.
Tomorrow I"m going hom with Anita, and then I'm spending the night only to wake up at like 8:30AM to hang out with David. He's coming over really early for some reason to Anita's to hang out. We're spending the whole day together. Sometimes I like him, but I think I miss my window. Deja vu hard core, and no I don't mean the movie. Anyway, I like him but I think out chance had passed. We are so hard core friends I don't think I even register as a girl anymore in his world. Ha. Plus I really like Nik! I just do! I just wanna sit around with him and watch a movie. Eat some sugar covered pop corn! Kiss! Those baby kisses that are the best and leave you cuddling and ahhh. I love that. SO MUCH.
:)
On that note I leave.
-M.
Everyone thinks I'm dumb,
I'm just lazy,
and I forget things fast if it doesn't interest me.
Speaking of boys, like ninety people have asked if I'm dating Nik. Of course the answer is no, which is honestly ok. I just don't know if I'm ready for all of that jazz again. I like just being flirty and feeling good and wanting to see this one person because I know if I do I'll feel better. You know we see eachother a lot during the day. It's really nice. Nik smells really good by the way.
You know I never do spell check on these things. I used to care so much about what you guys thought of me. I still care to some extent. I mean obviously something is fucked up in my mind because I still sweat like a beast when I get nervous. I think it's just people that make me sweat. I'm getting better. If I'm just chillin with people I love then it's not too bad, but around a class I transform into a waterfall.
My Mimi just scuttled by, on her way to the bathroom. She goes like three times every night, damn I can't wait to get old. UGH. Sarcasm to the max by the way.
Tomorrow I"m going hom with Anita, and then I'm spending the night only to wake up at like 8:30AM to hang out with David. He's coming over really early for some reason to Anita's to hang out. We're spending the whole day together. Sometimes I like him, but I think I miss my window. Deja vu hard core, and no I don't mean the movie. Anyway, I like him but I think out chance had passed. We are so hard core friends I don't think I even register as a girl anymore in his world. Ha. Plus I really like Nik! I just do! I just wanna sit around with him and watch a movie. Eat some sugar covered pop corn! Kiss! Those baby kisses that are the best and leave you cuddling and ahhh. I love that. SO MUCH.
:)
On that note I leave.
-M.