Sitting here, so talk to me

Nov 19, 2004 05:37

It's 5:38 AM...I have class at 9. I have yet to sleep tonight. But it's okay. Im not even really that tired. Don't know why either. I should be exhausted. I just finished a paper that I didnt have to do tonight. Did it anyway though. Im strange.

I go home tomorrow. Well, technically, today. Im looking forward to it. I cant wait to see my family, the BOS, my westhill and solvay kids. Everyone from Pac Sun. Im just really excited to see the people that made up my life before this place became it. I miss them, and sometimes, I really need them and they cant be here. But thats okay. Thats how we grow.

As excited as I am to go home and see everyone I love, I know the whole time I am there, Im gonna be missing the people here at school. I love it here, I love my friends here. I know Im gonna miss them like crazy. Especially Mandie, but Im sure that goes without saying. Im gonna miss her so much. This is going to be the longest period of time that we're going to go without seeing each other. Im used to seeing her every day, and for the next nine days, I dont get to see her, or even hear her voice. I must sound pathetic. I probably am. But at least Im honest. I dont think theres anything wrong with missing the person you love. I dunno, but Im gonna stop talking about this before I make myself sad, LoL. I get to see my friends and family, this is happy time!

Im very excited though. My sister is so cute, I cant wait to see her, and play with her, and color and watch Dora the Explorer, lol. Its gonna be good. Cant wait to go out with my BOS and hug them, and Im sure we'll most likely end up at the Heights smoking cigars. I love the BOS. I think of you guys every day. Only a few more hours and we'll all be together! Cant wait to see Alli and Kare and Jess...wish I could see Alex but he wont be in town:( My aunt is coming up from Virginia for Thanksgiving, and I absolutely cannot wait to see her. I love her so much. And my dad. I cant wait to see him and hang out. I wanna go to the Dinosaur, and sit in the Sinatra room at Delmonico's. And allllllll my other high school friends. Im too excited.

I dunno, Im bored because Im the only one up at 5:52AM. It's okay though. Im finding things to do. Ill try to write after break in about 10 days.
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