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i feel like such a loser. i cried so much last night over something stupid that he had nothing to do with. yeah...accidents happen i know but they can still hurt you pretty badly.
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well whatever. i need some time to think and evaluate some things. looks like i have 5 days alone on vacation to do that. last night i realized it will probably turn out to be a good thing, i mean ill miss him, but like i said i need to evaluate and think over some things.
i feel like such a bad girlfriend but its like just when i actually trust 100% everything immediatly gets fucked up. i stilll trust...but i mean im just confused about it all and i dont know what to do....i hope i dont do anything too rash