A growing hate
[hey kids]
This whole lack of physical contact, meaning sex, has made me more bitter and hateful towards humanity. It's gotten to the point that people can see that there's something wrong.
After an exchange of a few emails, C is a lost cause. I got beat. Never did I think I would find someone who's even a bigger asshole than myself. Maybe that was the initial attraction. I like a little friction. I haven't given up yet. I am a determined pup, but i have to change my game plan a little bit.
I think this whole trying to settle down and have my select few friends has made me have some sort of a dependancy on them. I've become a pussy. I'm a lot more sensitive when comes to them and a total ass to everyone else. So i think I'm just going to go back to being a complete prick to everyone. I seemed to have more fun that way and way more options. In fact I think i got hit on more for being such a prick.
i love that it's getting cold. I come out of my shell.
i need to find something to do for Thanksgiving. My family doesn't really do thanksgiving. We tend to stay even further away from each other.
[fin]
This whole lack of physical contact, meaning sex, has made me more bitter and hateful towards humanity. It's gotten to the point that people can see that there's something wrong.
After an exchange of a few emails, C is a lost cause. I got beat. Never did I think I would find someone who's even a bigger asshole than myself. Maybe that was the initial attraction. I like a little friction. I haven't given up yet. I am a determined pup, but i have to change my game plan a little bit.
I think this whole trying to settle down and have my select few friends has made me have some sort of a dependancy on them. I've become a pussy. I'm a lot more sensitive when comes to them and a total ass to everyone else. So i think I'm just going to go back to being a complete prick to everyone. I seemed to have more fun that way and way more options. In fact I think i got hit on more for being such a prick.
i love that it's getting cold. I come out of my shell.
i need to find something to do for Thanksgiving. My family doesn't really do thanksgiving. We tend to stay even further away from each other.
[fin]