Anything but lackluster
[hey kids]
I am very very drubk right now,. I'm talking one eye close drubnk. So excuse the spelling and/or grammatical errors. But i have to say I fel awesome.
It's been three weeks since I hung out w/ a group of people. It's been three weeks since I've had many alcoholic beverages in one sitting. And I must say i feel fantastic.
Why so fantastic? Because i have a bountiful amount of friends.
For the past three weeks I felt that no one cares. I felt worthless. But Since then friends here and from far of distances have made me feel like I'm worth something.
It's the little thing tha have really mattered to me.
-The Myspace comments about me not being around and how a search party is in the works for me, along w/ the comments of friends telling me how much they love and miss me.
-The log phone convos w/ friends who are going through hard times or just need a person to talk to. and they chose me.
Blah, blah blah.
Today was phenominal. And nothing too wowing happened. But the little thing made me feel special.
emily inviting me to have a spagetti dinner w/ her and whit getting all huffy b/c i haven't decidid to go to a formal w/ her. Both whom I haven't seen in weeks. And near then end I get invited to a perty by Coffee whom i didn't think even had my number.
the whitty conversation w/ Jess about how we haven;t Seenm eacxh other and how i should look forward to sunday was another plus.
The party was great. I saw a bunch of friends I've ignored b/c I thought they were ignoring me. And that wasn't the case. Grwat times. Great convos and lots of alchol. Plus I might have developed a crush on my friend's best friend's sister.
And then to close it all. As I was getting ready for bed. I have aphone convo w/ a good friend, Kevin Taylor. And a very drunk Kevin taylor he was. God, I love that kid. You could only imagine what incoherent things were ebing said, both being drunk of coarse. It. was aweszome talkong to that kid. I mss him. It made me slightly jealous of the fact that I am not in New york. It was a good end to a aweaome evening.
Veronica was right. What do I have to complain about. My life rocks. I have geat friends who think of me when I'm not around, friends who confide in me about personal info, and friends who even though live miles away can make some time to have a chat w/ me in the wee hours of the night/morning.
Today is a most stellar day. And I wouldn't change a single minute of it.
[fin]
I am very very drubk right now,. I'm talking one eye close drubnk. So excuse the spelling and/or grammatical errors. But i have to say I fel awesome.
It's been three weeks since I hung out w/ a group of people. It's been three weeks since I've had many alcoholic beverages in one sitting. And I must say i feel fantastic.
Why so fantastic? Because i have a bountiful amount of friends.
For the past three weeks I felt that no one cares. I felt worthless. But Since then friends here and from far of distances have made me feel like I'm worth something.
It's the little thing tha have really mattered to me.
-The Myspace comments about me not being around and how a search party is in the works for me, along w/ the comments of friends telling me how much they love and miss me.
-The log phone convos w/ friends who are going through hard times or just need a person to talk to. and they chose me.
Blah, blah blah.
Today was phenominal. And nothing too wowing happened. But the little thing made me feel special.
emily inviting me to have a spagetti dinner w/ her and whit getting all huffy b/c i haven't decidid to go to a formal w/ her. Both whom I haven't seen in weeks. And near then end I get invited to a perty by Coffee whom i didn't think even had my number.
the whitty conversation w/ Jess about how we haven;t Seenm eacxh other and how i should look forward to sunday was another plus.
The party was great. I saw a bunch of friends I've ignored b/c I thought they were ignoring me. And that wasn't the case. Grwat times. Great convos and lots of alchol. Plus I might have developed a crush on my friend's best friend's sister.
And then to close it all. As I was getting ready for bed. I have aphone convo w/ a good friend, Kevin Taylor. And a very drunk Kevin taylor he was. God, I love that kid. You could only imagine what incoherent things were ebing said, both being drunk of coarse. It. was aweszome talkong to that kid. I mss him. It made me slightly jealous of the fact that I am not in New york. It was a good end to a aweaome evening.
Veronica was right. What do I have to complain about. My life rocks. I have geat friends who think of me when I'm not around, friends who confide in me about personal info, and friends who even though live miles away can make some time to have a chat w/ me in the wee hours of the night/morning.
Today is a most stellar day. And I wouldn't change a single minute of it.
[fin]