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[anotherboy]

this all just became very real. i don't know what to think about going away. it's gonna be so weird losing such strong connections. the goodbyes were hard, and i don't know quite what to think about them. sure i'll be back home. hopefully often. i guess i'm just having problems moving on. knowing that i probably have to deal with not seeing anybody who isn't going to college in boston makes me a wreck. i will have fun and be fine, but there is still always going to be a part of me left here. it sucks to think about. i know in the morning this will all feel stupid to me, but whatever....off to b.u. for me.
it's not goodbye
it's just peace lata.
much love,
shovs.